& it all falls down maybe i really shouldn't put my…

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Posted by: mz_unlabeld Original: 9/11/2005 9:06 AM Views: 38 Comments: 5 eProps: 10 Read Comments Post a Comment Back to Your Xanga Site

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Sunday, September 11, 2005

& it all falls down

maybe i really shouldn't put my parent's business on blast, but really did they have to fight in the morning?! so... my dad's having an affair with my grandma's neighbor. what a creep like seriously, and her husband died. NASTY. then he has the nerve to deny it, so my mom gets his phonebill and decides to call that number, and it happens to be "julie" the name sickens me. and she knows that he has a family, SHE SAW ME. fucking homewrecker, exactly why would you seduce a married man anyways? he's not even cute. so my mom forces and shoves the phone in his face, i should know because i saw and i thought she was gunna kill my dad. so i run into my sister's room and just sit there [crisscross apple sauce]. i looked like i had problems, or at least thats what it felt like. my sister heard them fighting and asked what was wrong. my mom kept responding "nothing." and its kinda obvious that "nothing" was something gargantuous. so i decided to call up sean <3. i talked to him for an hour outside and then my mom calls me in. so i sit down while my mom calls my dad with a voice so firm and angry. he's just like "what?" and my sister's crying a river and i cant feel anything, its like im numb. so my mom tells us that theyre gunna get a divorce and that she'll call the lawyer tomorrow. shocking? i disagree. my dad says "we're gunna stay together" but he's the idiot that cheated on her in the first place, then my mom comes in and she's just like "he thinks we're gunna stay together?! oh pleaasee" so my brain is just so discombobulated and what not. thoughts of anger, disappointment, and regret fill my house. and i feel bad for my uncle because he barely came from the philippines and he's experiencing a ~~shit~~load of drama already. and what disappoints me is that i cant even shed a single tear!! so .. i guess this is the turning point of my life? dammit, its always been this way but hey, who gives anyways. i need chocolate or a tub of ice cream right now :\

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ADRIENNE <|3
aw its okay my parents have brutal physical fights sometimes and it scares me.. how they say ''this is it, we move on'' things will workout for the best! and im speechless right now but if you need anyone to talk to im heeeeeere =)

Posted 9/12/2005 4:58 PM by thisinsanity - reply

damn adrienne
we're kinna going through the same stuff &i can't say i feel exactly how you are but i think i get the idea. when i went through that it was hard to cry 'cause i needed to be strong for somebody. just keep your chin up, alright? i miss you man! hopefully we see each other then maybe we could be happy campers

Posted 9/12/2005 10:54 PM by slowjammer - reply

aww adrienne. its okay. you'll feel better. im always here to talk cause i know how you feel. i hope everything goes well for you =/. also, i have a tub of ice cream and chocolate if you wanna ever just sit and talk and eat =T.

Posted 9/26/2005 6:50 PM by tallaznsingingchic - reply

OMGOMG ARE YOU OKAY? OMG THIS WAS SO LONG AGO I CAN'T BELIEVE I NEVER READ THIS. 'ASDKLFJLAS' are you okay? she saw you?...

aww Adrienne. so.. whats happened so far?
my mom keeps on threatening my dad that she'll leave him, but I don't know. she really has no case. but I think she gets more and more serious about it everytime. it scares me, but I can't cry. it's like I have this shield up. my mom makes me cry all the time cause I feel like I'm getting nothing from her but yelling and what not, but the thought of my parents fighting so much and possibly disreguarding their vows.. it just can't make me cry. it just can't. ..I don't know. I really can't say I have advice or anything cause I can't say I've gone threw the same thing as you. but my sister/brother's mother cheated on my dad like.. 20 years ago or something and they tell me stories. I don't know what that'll do.

I'm here for you babe, I love you always. :/

Posted 10/22/2005 10:59 PM by miss_mistiza_lisa - reply

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Posted 12/13/2005 6:04 AM by i_love_13 - reply

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